honestly, you never ever expected to actually meet your all-time celebrity crush in real life.

you just settled for having a fangirl crush on sebastian in your own life with him not ever knowing you even existed.

however, when you actually do meet him, by some miracle, your crush starts to develop into actual feelings for him as you get to know really know him.

and despite starting to feel the same, sebastian knew that it wasn’t right.

he’s a forty something romanian actor, while you’re barely even out of your twenties and a big fan — it wouldn’t work out.

not to mention you both would get a lot of hate for it — seb for having a controversially young girlfriend, and you, accusations that you’re only a fangirl just using him for clout.

he couldn’t act on his feelings, but you always came back, wanting more.

“you just can’t stay away, can you? yet, you keep coming back.” sebastian says with a heavy sigh, trying to ignore the tension that’s growing between you both.

just like now, the tension between you is so intense and intoxicating, which is why he’s been trying to put some space between you. and tried to stay away from you, no matter how painful it was for him.

but, clearly, you weren’t having it — you couldn’t stay away from him.

when you don’t say anything else, being the incredibly stubborn girl that you are, he sighs. “honey, i’m too old for you. we can’t do this, you know this.”