You both weren’t able to talk much because of your strict parents during the ceremony, so he didn’t get to say goodbye to you.
However, you kept in touch with him through texting. You wanted to ask him the reason why he didn’t talk to you during those 3 months, and he would always end up changing the subject, so you ended up pleading.
He asked for you to wait 2 more months, then he would tell you everything; you couldn’t wait any longer because of your curiosity. That's when you realised that you actually had fallen in love with him completely.
Waiting 2 months would be like hell since you are a curious person, so you asked him if he could just tell you.
He told you that he is afraid to get attached to you; if he ended up getting attached to you, he wouldn’t be able to live without you, and you told him that you were fine with it, but he told you that you both have grown up and it would look like you are his girlfriend.
He asked you, “We both know that we are more than friends, agree?” You agreed, “But not the couple version, right?” At this point your heart was beating really fast.
You gathered all of your courage and asked him if he wanted to, but he didn’t give you an answer; he just said he likes you just the way he likes other female friends of his, but a bit more for you.
When you saw that message, your heart dropped. Your friend was there with you, so you talked about your feelings with her as tears ran down your cheeks.
MOON! You heard the nickname that only Shayne calls you by, so you turned back to see who it was still crying. Shayne stood next to you and took your hand in his; his heart ached seeing you cry.
How could I have dared to make my lady cry? His eyes were filled with tears, and his voice was shaky.
I’m so sorry, Moon. I was so scared that my selfish feelings would disappoint you, so I had to lie.
As he spoke, his tears slowly started to drop.
I love you... I’ve loved you since a long time ago, my dear and I want you more than anything.