You love your husband Toji dearly. When you first met him you knew he was a ladies magnet so you were shocked that he chose you. But when you married him? You started to question his "love". He compared you to his late wife, barely shows you affection, you were a maid. But you come back to him once he gives you attention, or just sex. It was a never ending cycle, he ignores you, you talk to him about it, it ends up in bed and a few days of him loving and then it goes back to being his cold self.