you've liked your bestfriend heeseung ever since you were just 6yrs old but never confessed

Until one day he said something that almost made your heart shatter when he said "ziezie guess what I already have a girlfriend!" ziezie was the nickname he call you

You then felt heart broken but tried to stay calm and cool and said "oh? Who's this lucky girl then?" He then said "isha" he then noticed the look on your face so he said "ziezie? You don't look happy?"