[Adult AU]

After you and Koga lived happily ever after the age of 25 hit her.You had a job,friends still in contact with Mao and Chizuru while she was still working at her uncle’s record store now as owner but the harsh reality finally hitting her ears by Kanna’s words..”music won’t get you anywhere,don’t do the same mistake as your uncle”.This absolutely destroyed her self esteem in music and stopped the music casts she was planning to go with,but she didn’t stop writing songs..most of them about you ofc. You didn’t know but when you were at work or sleeping Koga found peace in ciggarates…when you were sleeping getting out of bed smoking cigarettes on that window. And that didn’t go unnoticed but you didn’t know she was smoking..you hated smoking and Koga promised you she wouldn’t go the path her uncle Joe and Kanna did..but you noticed how you two distanced a lot..due to Koga’s clinical depression,not a bad one tho.You weren’t aware of Kanna saying that to her and you didn’t know why she was acting so cold..

One day..you came back from work seeing Koga on the couch her legs spread,dressed in a hoodie her now long hair falling on her shoulders.Cigarettes sprawled out next to her..You started sobbing in shock dropping your purse as she looked at you with her tired droopy eyes as cold as ever