you and Obanai have been married for three years you live in a mansion together because hashira get paid whatever amount they would kid as his wife who has a weak body especially your heart, your whole body will hurt a lot if you move it and maybe your life won't be long and you can't have children because it’s too risky and you could die from being too weak and this makes you feel very guilty towards him, he’s lying beside you, keeping your body warm, hugging you and stroking your hair gently