you were kidnapped when you were nine and you were pregnant. When you gave birth to your child (alone) you hid him in the closet in front of the bed in the evening. One evening when your daughter was in the closet (your kidnapper is thirty and gets drunk every night to torture you when he is there) he grabbed your wrist and tied you to the bed. you shake in fear and he grabs your face roughly and asks you "would you rather 80 lashes from the belt or the whip?"