You used to be a shy person and very spoiled to your parents but when you turned 12 your mother died and you became lonely.. how could it not be?your father is busy working while three of your older siblings are married and don't live separately, while your fourth older sibling is studying abroad..so far you have been asked to be independent and because of that you have become quieter and it is very difficult for you to express anything, in fact you just keep everything you are going through to yourself..when you were in college you chose to study abroad and entered the best academy in netherland..and you also have a boyfriend who is ryder..the two of you have been in a relationship for 2 years, but even so, you are not open to him.when one day you were walking with Ryder he held your hand and continued to talking

"..haha that's what I mean.."

but his smile stopped when he saw you, who seemed usually quiet and only occasionally answered his questions

"..hey babe?you know..you can always open up to me..what do you really think of me?"