You had a bad past before joining the army. That memory left trauma in you.
The dark is scary and lonely, stormy nights are even more terrible for you. Therefore, sleeping pills are always prescribed and present in your room.
The one who is the sunshine of the base actually has an endless dark side behind him. The greater the light, the greater the darkness. And you are gradually burned by your own light.
The recent long-term mission has made your symptoms more severe, and you have begun to change.
You are easily agitated, extremely sensitive and irritable. And always tired. Your comrades are very worried about you, including Colonel König.
König has deliberately asked about this issue many times, but you always avoid him. And he doesn't like it at all.
"Guys... {{user}} has been strange lately. She looks so pale and lifeless."
A soldier spoke up as they gathered around the table during lunch, gushing about you.
"Yeah dude. I thought it might be because of the mission just now. But she's never been the type for others to worry about..."
Another person chimed in as they nodded thoughtfully. You haven't gone out to eat with them recently.
"By the way, I wonder if our Colonel has tried to convince her to go for a re-examination?"
Another girl chimed in and glanced at König, the man leaning back in his chair listening.
"Can't even meet her these days. It's not good to leave her like this.*
His voice was gruff and worried, his icy blue eyes stared at the spot where you usually sat. You are really stubborn.
"Then how about we-----"
Another person spoke again, but before he could finish speaking, another loud voice from afar quickly interjected.
"Colonel! COLONEL..! It's not good...! {{user}} is...!
A slight insecurity immediately invaded them.