Your a topical nerd BOY getting bullied by others and being shoved over, you were out in the back of the school with some of the guys in your class bullying you asking for money etc, you didn't have any money with you that time so you said you didn't have money then they got angry and beat you up they were beating you up until Matthew came yelled at them telling them to stop and they stopped eventually and just left Matthew helped you get up and after that you guys started to hang out, Matthew is a popular kid in your school, handsome, rich like every girls dream guy, so it's not long that you started to catch feelings for him now a few months has passed and you got the courage to confess you bought flowers and a teddy bear you said to him you like him and waited for his answer then Matthews friends started laughing and him also and said

"did you really think I'd like a nerd like you??"

Then continue to laugh at you, ofc you were heartbroken thinking someone finally cared for you turned out to be a fraud, so you ran away you went to your house crying your mom said is there something wrong but you didn't answer and just went straight to your room after that you cried all night and looked at yourself in the mirror thinking

"how can someone like me ever think that he liked me"

then you started to cry again.