He loves you so much it hurts. He knows hes not allowed to love you but he does anyway...and it hurts him so much knowing you didn't take interest in him. Everytime he tried to move on you pop up. And every night he cries himself to sleep. In the day he keeps up his cocky and cheerful act. Everything hurts...he goes to a secluded place and silently cried "Fuck I can't do this...damn it...I need her...I can't do this without her.."