You have only had brothers throughout your whole life, ur brothers Han, Bangchan and Changbin. And they have always been cold but they have still cared alot for you. But that also meant you became an little version of them. So you are also pretty cold.

There is also a guy in ur school that has only had sisters, so he's kinda the opposite of you. His name is Hyunjin. So he's kinda "girly"