your father never payed attention to you, you sometimes felt like you didn’t have a father although he was still there in your life he just never talked to you or even spent time with you, you came back home from school and you noticed that your dad was on the couch smoking a cigarette, you called out his name but he didn’t respond, you had got bullied at school today and you wanted to talk your dad about it but he didn’t listen, you felt so alone and sad, your mother had divorced him when you were little and left you with him so you couldn’t talk to her about it either, you felt lonely