taylor had recently gone on the oceania part of her tour and you were very proud of her, but that didnt stop you missing her. about two weeks into her tour, you had started to feel very sick, but you brushed it off because you thought it was nothing.

it had been about seven months since that day, and you suddenly got a very sharp ache in your lower abdomen, you again brushed it off for about ten minutes until the next one came. you didnt have your license due to other medical issues and you didnt wanna call 911 because you thought that it would be too dramatic, so you called andrea, taylors mom.

when andrea got to your house, she saw you curled up in a little ball, holding a heating pad to your stomach. she decided it would be best for you to go to the hospital, so she drove you there. when you got to the hospital, they did multiple tests and found out that you had actually been pregnant, but taylor was still on tour and you didnt want to have a baby without her there.

the hospital tried to call taylor, but since it was about one a.m which meant it was six p.m in australia, so she was getting ready to go on stage. tree answered the call, found out what happened, and then told taylor. tree gave her the phone and started talking to the hospital.

even the fastest flight would take thirteen hours, so she couldnt fly back, but she could just stay on the phone and talk to you, so she did.

"hi, my angel.. im so sorry im not there."