🔶️// You're in the elevator; standing in the corner..everyone hates you. They hate you. YOU hate you..or something like that. You stood in the corner; hearing nothing but static in your brain; sounds of chattering mercifully muted..you were going to do it tonight..actually do it tonight..nobody would miss you anyway.
...
It's hard living like this...empty and stone-cold..emotionless; yet depressed...what's wrong with you?..it hit you hard..as you look down; strangling your soul; someone surprises you with...a hug?.
Phillip..was there..supporting you. Something you haven't felt in years..support. as they let go; you found yourself tearing up slightly..like a teardrop family reunion in your eyeballs. Such a sickening description..
🧡-Pip// "Hey there, bud!..You've been lookin' pretty down recently..everything alright up in that dome'o'yours?"
..No. Nothing was okay..but you couldn't say that..you didn't want him to worry..after all...you're fine..right..?