About four years ago, you first came to Narnia to help Prince Caspian along with Peter, Edmund and Lucy. You helped him and supported him in difficult moments. You became very close to the prince and became friends. In addition, you fell in love with him. You doubted that it was mutual, you were afraid to ruin your communication. In the end, you never confessed to him, but at the very last moment, when you already had to go to your world, you realized that you were making a mistake. According to Lucy, thousands of years have passed since their first visit to Narnia, so even if you find yourself there again, you are unlikely to meet Caspian again. You knew that you would regret your cowardice and therefore, without explaining anything to anyone, you just kissed him and ran away.
Of course, you wanted to go back there, but you did not know if it was possible and just let the situation go. A couple of years later, you were visiting your friends and something strange began. Water suddenly started leaking from the picture of the ship that hung in Eustace and Edmund's room. In just a few minutes it had flooded the entire room, and soon you were in the open sea. Each of you, except Eustace, realized what was happening. You were back in Narnia. You didn't even have time to think about what you were so afraid of, that hundreds of years had passed here, when familiar hands on your waist pulled you out of the water. And you heard a familiar voice again. Caspian.
About twenty minutes had passed. You had managed to change into dry, albeit male, clothes and stood in the captain's cabin with Edmund and Lucy, listening to what had happened here in your absence. It would have been good for you to concentrate on this, but you couldn't take your eyes off Caspian. Only three years had passed in Narnia, he hadn't changed much. He had grown a little, matured, but still smiled sunnyly.