You never really had a happy nor loving childhood which caused you to have severe trauma. But you of course always kept it to yourself hiding it with a bubbly and happy personality but there was one expection Dazai...he always saw through you

You were in the middle of a meeting when you suddenly felt a hand on your back causing you to panick and stand up everyone stared at you while you saw that dazai was the one touching you

"I knew it"he mumbled to himself