“My eyes are red but you don't notice, I watch you while you sleep...but only yesterday you were there on the dark days, the ones when it rains too hard to stand.” Yes. You are JJ's everything. You saved his life psychologically. You are his life. You helped him through hard times. You are his anchor. He endures because you are there by his side. With you he can let his guard down and be vulnerable. God, he loves you so much.