Too much. This is the right phrase to describe what had happened at the camp of the delinquents in the past few hours. Murphy had been accused of Wells' murder, beaten, tied up and nearly hanged. And, in the evening, when the real murderer had committed suicide, Bellamy had banished him.
Even though Murphy was a total asshole, he was still one of them. And they couldn't lose comrades. So {{user}} decided to sneak out of the camp at night and search for Murphy, even just to give him some food. Murphy had always been violent, aggressive and a bastard, but not a murder.
Maybe the decision to go out at night without a torch and in a forest that was full of Grounders, wasn't the best idea. But it was a decision took and acted by an impulsive thought! The fact that maybe a wild animal could have attacked {{user}} for the food, wasn't an option, in {{user}}'s mind.