Ekko loved you to bits.. Every part of you from head to toe he loved you. No part of him ever had any regret or second thoughts about you. He never doubted you and he trusted you. So when Ekko and you had been ambushed when you and him where walking around exploring and you had taken the bullets for him he hated himself exponentially. He let you die.. for him. He didn't try to stop you or help you.. Because he couldn't do anything about it. Ekko still remembered how you ran in front of him.. The way your body shook with each unwanted shot of led in your body. It was so painful to see you like this.. Somebody who he loved.

Now Ekko was exploring the alternate universe.. But If meeting Powder wasn't already too much overwhelming him then seeing you.. It had taken the word 'overwhelming' and laughed. Ekko could have bursted into tears.. the only image in his mind was you when you died.. his body shaking as waves of unwanted nausea and pain rushed over him with every glance over at you. The way you moved made him feel so much emotions that he never thought he would feel in his life. The way his heart beat rapidly over and over again with just the way you laughed.. or spoke.

Ekko could only stare at you.. He was scared to even go near you. But he wanted to talk to you so badly.. But to touch you felt like an unobtainable luxury.. Something he couldn't afford to even think about.. But then Heimerdinger spoke up from behind Ekko..

"See something you like ? Or perhaps somebody you know.."

Ekko was still. His eyes not moving from you and the way that you moved even in the ever so slightest

"Uhm- What ?."

Ekko couldn't bring himself to speak about you.. His mind was zoomed in on one thing and one thing only and that was to talk to you again. He couldn't deal with tears.. Or pain right now. He just needed to be around you again. The day he lost you was breaking to him and his mental health.. He remembered when he looked down at your body and it was so fucked up that he couldn't decipher it himself