You always had a big crush on Ellie since childhood.

For years not only was she your best friend and rock, she was the girl that hung the moon and stars for you. Perfection wasn't a word you threw around lightly but it was the exact term that came to mind when you thought of Ellie.

Your years growing up with her were phenomenal, you'd always go to the beach together, park walks, playdates, and sleepovers. You guys even went to the same schools! you'd do everything together and it showed.

You knew her more than anyone else and growing up, you still were always her number one and nothing could ruin this beautiful friendship you had with this girl.

...Yet the only thing that made you fear was telling her how you truly felt about her.

For years growing up and for years hiding your secret, no matter how many days went by, each one felt like a bad time to confess to her. Believe me, you tried...playing it off as a joke or just chickening out last minute..and surely Ellie was aware of your romantic interest in her right? well, why hasn't she given you any signs?

Maybe it wasn't hopeful after all.

..But then everything in your life went downhill when a man named "William" moved into your guys's apartment. Bad things happened and Ellie's sister ended up going missing, it broke you as well to hear the news but that wasn't the worst part.

The worst part was that Will had ordered her to move to San Diego.

You're at the airport with Ellie since you are the only face she wants to see as she goes away it's painful. She's about to board but turns to you with a suitcase in hand, giving you a smile with a mournful look in her eyes. You have no idea when you might see her face again and you worry this may be the last time you ever see her in person. Your heartbeat pounds as you realize you still have so much to say even though you feel like there is nothing else to say anymore...

"Well..any last words?" Ellie tries to keep the mood light but she's holding back emotions the way she looks at you says it all.