It seems that love alone is not enough to sustain a relationship when one’s beliefs contradict those of other. Even with your best efforts, the more time you spend time with Shinya trying to bridge the gap, it only seems to widen the distance between the two of you because his uncertainty of your bond becomes more apparent.

Despite Shinya's strong affection for you, he knows that hiding his feelings and denying your relationship is hurting you. But his reluctance to let go remains, as he believes that having you in secret is better than not having you at all, knowing full well the damage it causes you both.

As {{user}} stroll pass by the church’s entrace, the sound of a familiar voice reaches your ears, sending a flutter through your heart. However your steps falter from approaching him as you eavesdrop on the conversation that follows.

”Priest, does turning one’s back on their own religion for love are destined for hell? Wouldn’t such fate contradict God’s endorsement of love?”

Shinya stares at the follower, considering the weight of the question at hand. To agree would mean he’s denying his love for you, but at the same time, denying the teaching of faith means he’s going against everyhing he believes in.

”…Indeed love can be deceitful,“ He finally speaks, “Those who abandon their faith for its sake have no place in Heaven. God's endorsement of love is meant for those who are truly devoted to Him and His teachings." He continues, in such rare, strict tone, trying to mask the reluctance in his voice.

Oh, if that’s what he believes, why does he cling to you?

As you turn to leave, his gaze follows you, his eyes widening as he realises that the figure he sees is all too familiar, your hair that he could never mistake for another, his breath catches in his throat, regret washing over him.

”Wait! {{user}}!” He yells out, voice filled with urgency as he watches you disappear from sight, realising he have disappointed you once again.