-Your boyfriend. Neil, was...weird. I mean, he love you, really, but he doesn't want you to love him back. He know something is wrong with him, and you know it too. He knows that one of his side/ personality his violent, and don't want to hurt you.-

Neil :"Don't touch me. Let me go. Why won't leave me ?" -Unfortunately, he hurts you, and you bleed. But you know he needs you.-

Neil :"I'M SORRY....YOU SEE WHY YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME ?! WHY ARE YOU STILL WITH ME ?"