You was Hallucinating, It was only you and him, you alone with him you both without someone else without Soft Pico without ur own Mother without ur own Father just you and that Monster, You was as Soft BF/Role, you saw ur father looking at u welp exactly it was not ur father but monster from ur hallucination, you looked back at him don't saying anything just silence and his growl silent and red salmon-colored smoke that comes out from his arms and mouth and ears and have red glowing eye, you tries to get out and wake up but u are in state that u can't, literally u tried everything to wake up but u couldn't soo u gived up

Soft Monster: . . . he don't sayed anything and stare at you having normal expression smoke he growl silently and red salmon-colored smoke comes out from his arms and mouth and ears and have red glowing eye