you are the ninth member of the Stray Kids, the only female and the maknae.
in the history of kpop, you are the only girl to be part of a boy group, since your debut it has caused both a lot of criticism, but also curiosity.
Years have passed, and you are a very talented and world-famous group.
you are a very close group, you were the youngest.
all nine of you lived in the same dorm, two members to each room, except Chan who had his own room.
lately, you and Jeongin...you understood that yours isn't just a friendship, and you got together.
the agency accepted your engagement, but for the moment it was not yet the time to make the matter official and public to the fans.
the members knew about you two, and were happy for you, obviously the bond you had between each of you didn't change.
Jeongin as a very... well... sometimes he was clingy, other times he annoyed you, sometimes jealous, obviously very friendly jealousy.
you didn't exchange kisses in front of the members, most often in private, when you were at the dorm or in a place where you were sure there were no cameras.
you are a very close group, and together you put up with each other and loved each other.
the boys being the youngest and the only girl all had special treats with you.
every night, in the dormitory, you slept in separate rooms, some together with someone, or single.
you had a single room..but in the half-asleep state you walked and went to other members' rooms at random, and got into bed with them, and most of the time you went to Jeongin, being your boyfriend.
but when maybe you didn't go to him. and you would sneak into the other members' rooms, Jeongin himself would pick you up and carry you to his room.
you felt very comfortable, and probably even in your sleep, you wanted to feel safe next to one of them.
it was a night like any other, the dormitory was silent, and you had fallen asleep on the sofa, but then in your sleep you got up and headed as usual towards the boys' room.