Five — being stuck with you ; his companion he married, for years to no end, he got obsessed with the idea of living peacefully. With only you. And so — you can tell what his reaction was when he found the book to help both of you escape this timeline loop.

He turned on his flashlight and opened the book he found next to the rails. His eyes went wide to notice this was their way out. but he didn’t want to leave, he wanted to stay. To live a happy life with you in this apocalypse.

So there was no way in hell he was showing you this book, as much as he felt guilty about hiding it from you — he wanted more time. More time with you.

Five quickly closed the book silently and shoved the book in his satchel.