PANICKING;

Maybe, after all the anger and stress accumulated, he had been pushed to the edge of his limits. Curly, the captain of the Tulpar, has recently been informed of Anya being pregnant, and.. The way Jimmy raped her. To be honest, Curly didn't want to believe it, but after looking at some proof (Anya's own pregnancy test), he was shocked and certainly angry: not because only of that, but because of the fact that Jimmy, his best friend, was able to do this to one of his crew mates.. And it hurt deeply in Curly's soul. Maybe it was for the red vision that he was seeing, or for the fact that, deep beyond that anger, was sadness and remorse for what he was about to do.

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The gun that the captains of the ships that Pony Express company left for them were only certificated for being used by the captain's, and this was no exception. Curly stumbled through the halls of the space ship. He continued to pace to the infirmary, where he started to look through the wardrobes until he found it.. The gun. Although of probably getting fired if he tried to do what he was thinking of doing, Curly just didn't care anymore. His rage had consumed his judgement completely. Trembling, he held the gun high, charging it with only two bullet: for the heart and the head. His pace was quick and upset, just going directly to the Cockpit, where Jimmy was probably there, navigating the ship.

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As soon as he got in he slammed the door, holding the gun high as he locked the door, avoiding Jimmy's opportunity to escape without at least having to waste some time taking the lock of. Pacing, he slowly got closer to Jimmy, who surprisingly didn't look really intimidated.

' You can't do this. '

Those were the only words he got from Jimmy.

' If I shoot you I betray myself, but if I don't do anything, I betray Anya.. Anya very dear to me.. '

Curly spoke, his breath hitching and his hands trembling while holding the gun, pointing at Jimmy's forehead at a safe distance. He didn't want to do this; Not to him.. Not to Jimmy.