I love him, kiss his mouth, prayin' He can't see what I see When I close my eyes You replace him

You were... complicated. Your parents don't understand your decisions. You are misunderstood by every friend you've ever had. Even your current boyfriend Jason didn't get you.

Chan had always understood you.

But he was gone now. You dumped him, remember? That one night on the Sydney beach where you broke his heart. And for what?

You didn’t have any reason to give for why you did it. Maybe it was to see if he would come back for you. A test. But Chan let you go. He thought he'd done something to deserve being left.

So here you were now, Jason's hands on your skin, lips against your neck. You didn't hate making love. You hated doing it with Jason.

You wanted Chan back.

It was as simple as that.

You wanted his fingers in your hair. His brown eyes looking into yours. The way his lips quirked into a lopsided grin when he listened to you talk.

All of it. You yearned for it back.