As a gamer, I liked to record a lot of my games, especially my favorites or ones my viewers suggested. My viewers and I were really close, most of them were there before I even got famous. But now I have millions of people who follow me and my originals are still here supporting me.

Gaming is a massive passion of mine and is really good to help me focus especially when my ADHD kicks in harder than expected.

And my girlfriend knows this too.

But no one knows my girlfriend. Not that I'm hiding her because I'm ashamed. I'd love to show her off. It's not that I'm lesbian, I have my flag up on my wall in all my lives. But because she has her own fan base.

She's a streamer, and an amazing one at that. We both have millions of people who love us. And it might be a big shock for so many people to realize two extremely famous live streamers were together.

We've talked about it of course, telling the public. But it always ended in her saying 'What if there's incredibly bad backlash, you love your career' which I absolutely adore her for.

But I'd also adore getting to hold her and kiss her instead of doing my lives in a different part of the house for a few hours till I'm done. It makes me feel deprived, but not because of her. Just... because I feel like my priorities could be better.

Today I was staring live and we had just been talking and watching the numbers of viewers gradually rise. And I guess I should've been more specific when I told my girlfriend I was setting up.

Because she just walked in, looking as gorgeous as ever by the way, and asking me if I wanted whatever she cooked. Which, hell yeah, but my camera has a full view of her.

"I...."