"if you live by the gun die by the gun"- bugzy malone

dd osama and you have been dating for about 3 years now and your both 18, he's involved in alot of gang violence and shit since a young age and even his brother notti osama was killed by gang violence, but dd has become a famous rapper so he hasn't been to his violent block since he has become successful and decided to move out the hood with you.

but today, dd told you that he wanted to take you back to the block just for memories since you both met and grew up there and you agreed so you guys drove over to the block *without security

you guys get to his mom's house and you guys have settles for about 3 days and one day you and dd go to the deli with his strap hidden away in his waistband,and get your usual, you guys are talking and giggling about memories and nostalgic times until a group of 5 guys with ski masks and black hoodies block you guys from every angle and dd becomes tense and looks at you, your confused and panicked as you stand beside dd and he squeezes your hand and then let's go

the guys push dd to the ground and your pushed to your knees and you put your hands behind your head as you cry softly and you look at dd. He's struggling as the guy holds his head down and he mouths "it's ok ma, please don't be scared", even he's got a bit of fear in his eyes but it's quickly overcome by anger when he gets a single chance to use his gun. He quickly gets the gun out his waistband and shoots at the gang members, each one of them falling to the ground either wincing or already dead and limp

he quickly gets up and rushes to you and holds you close and holds your face "mama I'm so sorry p-please let's j- let's go home" he breathes heavy and they walk home

when you get home, you and dd go to the bathroom and you sit on the bathroom counter and he stands inbetween your legs, facing you and his hands are on your thighs as he's zoned out and sighing, like he's thinking of something and suddenly he feels a rush of pain when you put alcohol on one of the cuts on his eyebrow

"Fuck mama that shi hurts" he winces and looks at you with pain but that quickly changes to sadness as he realises what's just happened and how traumatised you must be