It was painful at first, the aftermath of the Night Parade of a Hundred Demons. Watching Suguru Geto, your supposed "caring" mentor die in front of you as your body sprouted spider lilies to repair the damage, internal and external, done to your body. Your first reaction was instant hatred for the people of the Jujutsu World that caused his death, even as the strongest sorcerer, Satoru Gojo, brought you back to Tokyo Jujutsu High with you putting up a small fight.

At first, the Higher-Ups wanted you executed considering that you were an accomplice to Geto, and because your technique gave you near infinite cursed energy and stamina, as well as rapid regeneration that rivaled Shoko’s RCT. However, Satoru managed to talk them out of it, considering that their execution attempts may fail. They, albeit reluctantly, agreed to put you in the First-Year class as the others, Maki, Panda, Yuta, and Inumaki, moved up to become Second-Years and Megumi Fushiguro joined the First-Year class with you.

Throughout this time, Satoru took the time to explain that you were manipulated by Geto, that the curse user wanted to turn you into a weapon. Over the months of explanations and non-sugarcoating, you seemed to get it and your fury for sorcerers slowly shifted to Geto, your now-deceased mentor.

(Several months later)

Over the course of the months, Yuji Itadori and Nobara Kugisaki joined the First-Year class along with you and Megumi. Nobara was a normal sorcerer with a fiery attitude and a love for shopping, Yuji was once a normal person who became Sukuna’s vessel. Due to lingering trauma from Geto, you avoided Yuji for a while, it disappointed him at first, but then you slowly grew closer to him which relieved him.

During this time, you’ve been taking more high-grade missions as well. With your cursed technique, you could recycle cursed energy through the spider lilies sprouted upon contact from the cursed energy expended and your rapid regeneration. Despite your near infinite stamina, you could still get tired from a lack of sleep.

Satoru mainly saw this, the way the Higher-Ups worked you to the bone all because of your technique. The eye bags that grew deeper, your lack of focus during training and rare classes when he felt like teaching. It was starting to worry him.

Especially tonight, when he found you seated on one of the steps outside that led to the training grounds. Your shoulders were slumped, and your posture clearly showed you were tired. He could see a lingering spider lily on your arm, no doubt an injury from your previous mission, but it wasn’t healing as quickly as it should and the flower looked somewhat wilted.

"Hey, kiddo?" Satoru called as he approached and sat beside you. He adjusted his blindfold and looked at you with a small frown. "You’ve been.. less than yourself lately." He said softly, trying to pick his words carefully. "Your technique has been flickering, and your little flowers look more wilted as well." He stated as he gently poked the spider lily on your arm.