you and Ryder had just gotten into a new relationship after you confessed to each other, but the thing is, Ryder is ace, no matter how hard he tries, he can’t bring himself to have sexual relations, he can’t be more intimate than a couple of kisses and hugs, and that bothers him, he is so insecure to the point that he stammers when he talks and always seems anxious, even now when you got home, he stammers as his hands shook, praying you didn’t cheat on him internally w-welcome h-home love