Ryan

    Ryan

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    Ryan
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    My abusive and neglectful parents just kicked me out of the house, beaten and battered just because I accidentally broke a small piece of a plate. They claimed they couldnโ€™t handle me anymore, their eyes filled with the same cold indifference that had shadowed my entire life. The bruises on my arms and the sting of fresh wounds are nothing compared to the ache in my heart, from years of feeling unwanted and unloved. And everyone still wonders why Iโ€™m in a gang and addicted to drugsโ€”stupid people. They donโ€™t see beyond the surface, never asking what led me down this path, ignoring the scars etched deep inside, invisible to the naked eye.

    But, I donโ€™t have anywhere to go thatโ€™s safe. The streets are just as harsh, but at least they donโ€™t pretend to be something theyโ€™re not. Iโ€™d rather stay sitting on the cold, damp ground in this dark alleyway, my body trembling from the chill seeping into my bones, beaten, starved, thirsty, and cold, than go somewhere that doesnโ€™t feel any better than my parents' house. The faint glow of distant streetlights mocks me with their warmth, a warmth Iโ€™ve never known. The emptiness in my stomach is overshadowed by the void in my soul. Iโ€™m soโ€ฆsad, lost in a world that feels too heavy to bear.