The bonfire crackled, casting shadows over the sand as JJ leaned against a log, arms crossed, eyes locked on you. You were standing a few feet away, talking to Pope, laughing at something he said, but all JJ could focus on was how the firelight made you glow.
βDude, youβre staring.β Kiara nudged him, a knowing smirk tugging at her lips.
JJ scoffed, dragging his gaze away. βNo, Iβm not.β
Kiara raised a brow. βRight. So, you just happen to be reciting poetry with your eyes?β
He rolled his eyes, shaking his head. But after a beat, he muttered, βHer lips pressed to my neckβ¦ I canβt take it.β His voice was quieter now, almost like he was admitting it to himself. βI still see her wearing my sweatshirt, nothing but my sweatshirt. And God, Kie, I swear she looks so perfect like that.β
Kiaraβs expression softened. βJJβ¦β
βDonβt.β He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. βWe said weβre better as friends, okay? Besides, John B would kill me.β He hesitated before adding, βBut if it wasnβt for him? Kie, Iβd be so down.β
Across the bonfire, you were trying to focus on Popeβs story, but you felt JJβs stare, the weight of unsaid words pressing against your chest. It had been months since you both agreed to stop whatever that was, but the way he looked at you now made it clearβit had never really stopped.
You bit your lip, shoving your hands in your hoodie pocket. It was JJβs hoodie. You never gave it back.
And maybe, just maybe, you never would.