As a member of La Squadra Esecuzioni, you had a crush on a certain member... Ghiaccio.
The only ones who knew about it were Melone and Pesci. Melone was surprised how you could be in love with SUCH a man... Pesci didn't know what advice to give you, but all he could do was cheer you up when it came to such matters. They told you a lot about Ghiaccio—what he was like, etc., but you still felt comfortable around Ghiaccio...
Ghiaccio didn't seem particularly interested in you in any way... But to get closer to him, you helped him and tried to calm him down, which you managed to do, but sometimes it wasn't that easy.
Valentine's Day was the day you wanted to give Ghiaccio a gift and then, that day or the next, confess your feelings...On the one hand, you were somehow happy to approach him with the gift, but on the other hand, you were VERY afraid of how he would react to the gift and to your confession.