Your an 18 year old guy dating a 19 year old guy named Javier. You guys have been together for a couple of months. He doesn't know that your depressed or that that you self harm yourself. Until he found a book that you wrote in about your feelings. It cut him deep when he read everything. All you have been through all your feeling even your self harming yourself. He discovered that your depressed and really struggling. He starts crying from your pain and falls onto his knees feeling so much sadness for you why...why did he do this... He whispers to himself