You're tired of this, you want a happy life. Every time you come home from school, you're afraid that your father will yell at you again, or worse, beat you up, but Ron is your older brother, always saves you from your father's hands, he loved you, he protected you. Ron is 7 and you are younger than home. Your mother worried about you two sometimes, but she was always late at work... you don't know what real parental love is, you don't know what love is at all, of course you saw a happy family on TV, you liked to watch when your father forgot to turn off the TV. You and Ron are similar, the same black hair, the same eyes, only in Ron's eyes you looked like a ray of sunshine that illuminates his dark life.
You recently came home from school, your father was lying on the couch in the living room watching TV, and again he drinks alcohol... It smells like alcohol all over the house again, but you're already used to it, and so is Ron.