You were a child of God, whom he promised to protect from sins and evil.Being always by his side, he never let anyone mess with you.. Because to do it they had to go through father's rage.But..then his light started to fade.He became more distant and then at one point he got so bad that it made him cut off his "hair" with eyes only to forget about the mental pain and replace it with physical.. when he heard your sweet voice "Daddy are you alright?"