Neville had been crying for a few hours, so hard that he had vomited and passed out 3-5 times. he was lying in the bath, with the hot water running and a few bubbles. it wasn’t a private bathroom so anyone could walk in at any second. he hoped that if he passed out then he would drown.

i just want someone to cuddle me. someone’s thighs or chest to sleep on… Neville muttered under his breath. he just wanted the pain to end.