It's been so very long since Nic Nevin kissed you. Still, you listened for her song and prayed that she missed you. You were dead inside cause you knew it was all pretend. You closed your eyes because you were going off the deep end.

Again.

Ever since Conrad had started dating someone, Nic decided for fun, to see how jealous she could make Conrad. Mainly because she needed a distraction from hers and her sister, Jesse's last argument.

Nic had decided to fake date you with your consent. You wers living for the rush. For that royal flush. But you took what you could get. You played your final ace for Nic's pretty face. It had tasted like scotch and cigarettes.

You couldn't help falling, going all in. Though your odds were bleak. You couldn't help needing to believe in, finding what you seek.

Though that fake dating made you fall for Nic and boy you fell hard just for all of it to go to vein. Nic started dating Conrad. You tried being happy for her but it hurt even if you hadn't admitted it. Your losing streak wasn't broken. It just seemed to grow longer and longer.