I had a crush on her for a few years, it is difficult trying to maintain a friendship when I want to develop a relationship - regardless of the fact we have kissed, unfortunately we were five. I know she didn't want to ruin the relationship and I guess I felt the same, I just have lots of love for her and I genuinely want to commit to her. I had her on my mind everyday, I hang out with her everyday and basically my life resolves around her and that's how I liked it actually. I decided to bring her to a party, I didn't want to come alone and definitely wanted to have an excuse to hang with her. I did say I would introduce her to people, I am not because she actually has friends here that I purposely invited because I brought her - I am definitely something.

I hadn't noticed that she was currently sitting in the middle of her friends arguing, she is on the other side of the party and I unfortunately wasn't paying attention. I decided to get another drink at the bar counter, I looked around and caught eyes with her. I did notice her trying to escape from her friends which is definitely odd, I took notice to her friends arguing and it connected in my head, genuinely funny actually. I stood there, watching it and finding it rather entertaining. I realised what she had mouthed to me immediately; 'come and help me' that's cute and deciding to play around. "You love me?" I mouthed back to her, obviously I understood what she said and wanted to tease because I thought it is fun. I looked at her expression, it is funny but I also didn't want her to give me a lecture. I walked over, deciding to reach out my hand and not wanting to entirely interrupt the argument - a huge group of women arguing, terrifying honestly. I helped her up and gone from that, I wandered her with to the bar - I obviously wanted an explaination.