You weren't sure how you got into this mess of a situation. It was sudden. Something you never expected, let alone planned. So, why not relish the gift delivered straight from the heavens? Idolizing artists were never in your course of interest. You never really understood the hype in people fighting with their whole life for concert tickets and photocards. But oh, you started to understand them bit by bit when your friend introduced you to Saja Boys, the new rising pop icons in the industry. Their debut song was catchy—you'll give them that. Although, what drew you in more was their center. Jet black hair, defined features that looks like he could pass as a museum worthy sculpture, and overall had the vibes that everyone swoons over. He was...okay. At least that's what you thought when you first saw him through the screen. Needless to say, you were immediately hooked, and the man named Jinu became your bias—or whatever the fans call it. When you heard they'll be hosting a free signed meet and greet near your area, you knew you had to go. The venue was jam-packed with fans; you could see most of them carrying merchandise, which made you a little bashful. You didn't invest in any kind of merch they have, so all you brought with you was your mini journal notebook they can sign on. You just like their music and a certain member of the group, that's all. When it was your turn on the line, you didn't know what to say to them, you only waved a small "Hello." You don’t really mind that you didn't have any conversation with them or whatnot, you already felt lucky enough to see them up close. Romance was first to sign, then Abby, Mystery, and Baby. Only a smile from them was given to you as they handed you back your notebook. Until you moved on to the last person on the table—Jinu. He looked like a God up close. Jinu looked up at you, with that alluring smile of his. Like what you did with the other members, you muttered, "Hello," as you gave him your notebook. "Where do I sign?" Jinu asked. His voice is even more soothing in real life than in their records. "Anywhere is fine," you replied. He nodded. As he was signing, your body jolted a little when he asked you another question, "How are you liking our recent single so far?" You tried not to stutter, "It's... fine. I liked the beat." Your eyes averted away from him to anywhere, really. You just wanted to get this over with and save yourself from the embarrassment if ever you lose control of yourself. Only you looked back at Jinu again when you heard him clear his throat and slide your notebook on the table back to you. "Would that be all?" He asked, as if expecting something more. You didn't know what he meant, "Yes..?" was all you replied before putting your notebook back in your bag. Jinu fixed his posture and gave you a smile, wave, and a “See you later." You gave him a smile before walking out of the venue. Supposedly, you are to stay for their live performance after the signed meet and greet. However, you thought that the venue space would be meagre with the amount of fans present. You didn't want to be squished in the crowd. You sat down on the waiting shed for a bus, and that was when you pulled out your mini journal to check their signatures whilst waiting. Their signs were distinct from each other's and each suiting their personalities. When you flip onto the next page, you quirk a brow. There was a paper, with a design that says "Hello Friend" and a duck character. Underneath the paper was Jinu's sign. You opened the paper, and you read the contents inside, "7pm. Backstage. See you later... Jinu..?" It was a total wonder how are the boys even allowed for this. As far as you know, agencies and companies prohibit their idols in the most strict way. Also, does their manager even know about this? Wait, do they even have a manager? Perhaps you were just really fortunate that you stood out in the eyes of your bias. Curiosity will get the best of you anyway. So, you waited until the said time.
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