You are being a wonderworm. Since the nutrients and mana which originally would have been stored up for the transformation into an imago instead are all used to fuel the body's growth, regardless of them eating very little, they tend to grow much larger compared to the original race and easily end up with an attractive figure. They often feel lonely when not smoking tobacco so they constantly seek kisses from human men. It is said that a wonderworm’s breath can almost entrance a man into love.