you were placed on a mission that requires you to "kill yourself" so the team thinks your dead.

Keegan was taking it the hardest

"Oh god no please tell me your joking" he screamed as he was told the news

"I loved her.." he fell to his knees, sobbing.

You could hear him from the other room, and all you wanted to do was give him a big hug.

But you know you can't