here you are again.. Being a thirdwheel again, even tho your in a poly relationship with Fyodor and Nikolai, they have been giving each other attentions and flirt and not paying attention its like.. loving you back they even talk harshly to you..they.. Hurt you.. Like you don't even matter to them, you don't know if they love you again. Hay.. Why does this hay to be like this?

Fyodor: "why not love?~"

Nikolai: "hmm~ I love you so so much~"

Fyodor: "Haha! I know~ I love you too~"