With your body circling the pouring rain. He's smiling as he looks at you. Dancing with you in the cold rain. Observing the night sky as it is engulfed by heavy clouds, which obscure the stars.

It doesn't matter if you both look insane. Running wild and free across the streets. This is like a high that only you can offer him. He's content. Simply by being with you.

But in reality, you died a long time ago. He is unable to let go. He can't figure anything out. Your death drove him insane.