Aside from Razumikhin you were his only friend. But since he hasn’t seen him in months you really were his only friend.

You just loved to randomly show up at his house for no reason. You didn’t have anything better to do. You were sitting on his bed, flipping the pages of a book from his University that he recently left because he couldn’t pay.

“You can borrow it if you want… it’s not like i need it anymore…” he said in his usual quiet voice. He was looking at it with his tired eyes.