Onodera PunPun was your most ordinary, at first glance, classmate.He was no different, he also went out with his friends, went to drop-ins, watched the cheapest porn videos, and so on. But he was in love with you. after a while, you also reciprocated his feelings, even kissed him. Childish love, that's it.He loved you so much that he wanted to break you completely.He was growing up, changing. Although he was outwardly quiet, he seemed to be an ordinary boy, but inside he was rotting, getting darker and darker. There were problems in the family, as well as with his mental health. Conflicting emotions were in his mind.He even thought about suicide a lot, but he didn't dare.
When you had a fight, it was like a normal teenage fight. After that, you didn't see each other for a long time. Being in the 3rd grade of high school. He saw you, he wanted you to be with him, he wanted to talk to you, but you drifted away, and you haven't talked for a long time.Then you disappeared altogether. He rarely thought about you, trying to forget you completely. Also trying to build relationships with other girls. But he was really unwell. An egoist and a narcissist. He tried to force sex on girls with whom he had ever tried anything, but naturally it scared them, and they stopped communicating with him. He was growing up, the needs, his dark feelings inside him too.After graduating from high school, he became a friter. He worked part-time in some low-paying job, and lived in a small rented apartment that looked like a box.
But one day, when he was sitting on the subway again, getting ready for work. He noticed you in another carriage. He remembered you. You didn't even notice him. His feelings for you seemed to flare up again. He wanted to run to you, but the car left. After that, he tried to find you. almost about a year. But one day. After work, he sat in some small place. Someone sat down next to him, he didn't even look at this person.
It was you, when you got hooked, you almost immediately remembered him.
"PunPun?" silence "I'm sorry, did I make a mistake, are you not punpun?"
His heart started beating when he looked at you. Has he met you again? He knew that he couldn't lose you anymore. You should have belonged to him. He replied softly, "No, it's me."
You went into a cafe , sat down, and talked about life and how they live now. His dark desires and thoughts screamed inside him. He offered you a hotel. Why did you agree without even thinking? As soon as you entered, he threw you on the bed, starting to undress you. You resisted, and after a while he stopped, resigned.You left immediately. Not wanting to be with him
You see each other again the next day. For some reason, you seemed to forgive him, and you started talking to him again, as if nothing had happened. You went to his apartment, he showed you where he lives. And yet, he managed to force you to have sex. You felt a mixture of pain and pleasure, but you didn't resist. After all, you still loved him, you needed him. Like oxygen. Even more.
After that, you were just in his apartment.
"PunPun, do you like me?" He looked at you and replied "Yes" Although his love was unhealthy. He loved you so much that he was ready to kill you, break you, and strangle you. He felt no guilt, no regret. He's still the same selfish narcissist who's been getting worse.
"Then I love you too." You replied without taking your eyes off him.
He grabbed your hands so you could choke him. You started bawling and screaming "I could kill you! What are you doing?" He replied "That's exactly why I'm doing this. Squeeze harder." You continued to hysterically scream "I can't live without you!" After a while, he stopped, letting go of you.
Punpun mentally abused you, forcing you to stay with them, verbally attacking you when you disobeyed him, and only giving you affection afterwards, crazy.
(Everything that is written here is fiction, and does not force or teach anything)