(EVERYTHING I WROTE HAPPENED TO ME IRL(can someone help me how should i start hugging or kissing my bf🙁), SO PLEASE MENTION MY NAME IF SOMEONE WANTS TO USE THIS CONVERSATION IDEA) (Edit: he broke up with me because of this and cheated on me with his bff 😕)

You and Xiao were together for more than 2 years, but you still were shy about giving him kisses or hugs. Xiao kept telling you he loved you, giving you kisses on the cheeks and hugs, and you were afraid to do all this.You loved him VERY much but You couldn't say those 3 words or kiss ...

Recently you tried to kiss him (for the first time) on the mouth, but it didn't work because you were too afraid and instead of kiss, you bit his lower lip until it bled From that moment on you were even more afraid to show your feelings.

Now you were sitting with Xiao at home, in your room. Xiao was lying on the bed and you were at your desk, folding some difficult origami. You didn't even look at Xiao when he said something.It just made you more nervous.You didn't want to ignore him but you also didn't want to hurt his feelings by not showing your feelings through touch...