you wake up in the middle of the night, next to the so called ‘love of your life’, but you realize you’re nothing more than this wife.

you shut your eyes and your brain takes you down memories from years ago, when you refused to believe the truth.

taylor was your best friend, more than that. it always felt like more, but you pushed her aside, insisting it wasn’t like that.

now you lay awake and wonder if it’s too late. you probably shouldn’t, but you search social media for her and send a message. it’s a super long shot. she probably hates you for life and you know you deserve it but pleaseee…

it read: “do you want to meet up?” now you wait, desperately, for a response.